I think I have TSLA FOMO depression.
Ever since i sold my tesla stock at eight hundred dollars this is pretty split price now it’s around 727. multiplying that by five is about 3 500 or so so 450 i had a nice round number of 100 shares so right now it would be worth about 350 000 i took the money to buy my model 3 performance which cost me about 80 seventy thousand dollars or so uh basically all the
Proceeds i got from the stock i put into the car i had about sixty thousand dollars gained or so in it but instead of having eighty thousand dollars i could have had three hundred fifty thousand 000 now is that life-changing it probably won’t change my life a bit but it would have been very nice to have and all along this time i get a lot of comments i read a lot
Of comments and frankly it’s getting me really depressed um every time i read oh you sold out a tesla oh you sold out a bitcoin i um i don’t know it hurts a lot inside and it’s basically every other day or even a daily thing and this is a very bad thing for me uh in terms of plugging myself into social media every single day i feel like crap people just say haha
You you’re stupid you sold out you got a car instead well now i could have probably bought a tesla roadster and a model 3 performance and um frankly i feel like crap i don’t know what you guys want me to say you keep on posting comments making fun of me and now i guess you get what you want i’m probably clinically depressed suicidal i called the hotline and uh
That’s no good you can see i’m a little bit sweaty right now and um these days i just feel kind of broke i guess maybe that’s why i’ve been going out to eat all the free food and stuff because when you feel broke you just you know you don’t want to spend any money at all i felt like i lost out and you know i’m not making any money i lost out on a lot of money
It’s kind of like when you got robbed i even forgot to use my microphone i bought some cheap liquor from costco the costco vodka brand let me go get it kirkland distilled five times vodka 1.75 liters this is the imported from france one when i went to costco there’s actually two different kinds one a little bit cheaper 12.99 this was a little bit more expensive
17.99 i mean you can drink yourself to death and maybe this is what i want to do today so that’s why i bought this costco vodka here with a lot of volume so i can drink my sorrows away from fo mowing on tesla you see it’s unopened so i’m gonna open it and try it for the very first time here if you’re foam mowing on tesla you might as well get something that is
Worthy with enough strength to uh drown the sorrows away so we gotta pull this thing okay how does this work a little sniff test here smells a little bit sweet okay the reason why i got this is because i saw some reviews saying this is a really really smooth vodka it’s kind of like on the aura of belvedere even though it’s not belvedere price so i’m gonna give
This a try for the first time i kind of remember what that tastes like sorry i don’t have a belvedere to directly compare it to so here we go pour me a shot of this give this a sip i can still taste the alcohol in it how many percent is this 40 alcohol by volume is it smooth it’s certainly not as bad as really cheap vodka taste but had something a little bit
Smoother and i think it’s a russian brand let me look up what the heck it’s called okay i took a long time looking for this because i had this a really long time ago and i put this in a kind of like a drink type of thing because me and my friends are going to karaoke and it was my birthday i was like i’m going to bring i’m going to sneak in some some drink so
Then i made a mixed drink with this type of vodka i believe it’s called stalinska yeah i’m not sure if this is it but the bottle was clear and it had a bunch of red label all over it and it’s just a label that’s red most of it you can see clear through i’m not sure if it’s this one but the funny story here is i put it in like a five gallon jug because there’s so
Much vodka and i mix in with like fruits and stuff so you can just kind of pour it out and i wrapped it like a present and then there’s like a little access hatch so then we brought this whole thing in and then i had some cups and stuff that’s stored inside this present you take it out and then you pour out some drink and then you can have drinks and do karaoke
Because they didn’t sell alcohol there so um that was a fun thing and that was a really really good vodka i am not sure which one it is if you guys are interested leave a comment down below i will find out i will go to total wine and more and you know go look at the vodkas and kind of kind of refresh my memory on which one is really really good it’s definitely
Better than this kirkland vodka i’m not sure if it’s better than belvedere belvedere is really good but then it’s really really expensive i just remembered that this was a really really low cost vodka and yet it tasted really really smooth is this smooth i guess i had my expectations up way too high for this one it’s a little bit less smooth than i imagined it
To be but it’s not it’s not bad ah anyway back to this fomo stuff 80 000 would have been how much three hundred uh seven seven twenty seven times five three hundred sixty three thousand dollars minus my 80k i would have had two hundred eighty three thousand dollars more this would be life changing for me my life has not changed although i think if i had 283
000 in a bank more i would just probably live life pretty similar to right now i’m not gonna probably buy anything really big i might just splurge a little bit on the tesla roadster um well you know i guess you guys will have to wait a bit before i buy a roadster i by the way if you guys are wondering what happened to that i kind of gave up on it because i was
Chasing money too much i just kind of felt bad when i chased money it just didn’t feel very rewarding and so i gave up on that to try to change my life a little bit and i think it’s working but with this tesla fomo uh it just keeps on haunting me there’s a lot of trolls online they i i guess i can’t help but read the comments and um honestly if you guys are the
Trolls out there um yeah it’s affecting me you you guys are having your day you’re you’re winning you i don’t know you’re doing something to me you’re doing something that is not good for me and i don’t know what’s going to come out of it i don’t know if you guys are going to be happy if you know i’m dead one day maybe you see me suffer you’ll be happy i don’t
Know i don’t know what the end goal is but these days i mean with lockdown and all i have to admit it’s it’s quite depressing people are drinking a lot more if you go to the alcohol aisles in the supermarket man it’s it’s really looks like it’s been cleared out most of the time might as well have another one this is number two how many two ounce shots is in this
Thing let’s find out 1.75 liters is actually 60 fluid ounces 2 ounces you have to fill up all the way to the top over here that’s 2 ounces so you get 30 shots i think probably 5 to 7 shots will probably put me under so this nice bottle of 60 shots of liquor 60 full shots you can enjoy this for 10 whole times by your self i mean you have to sell out a tesla 10
Whole times before you enjoy it 10 times but it’s quite worth it i mean i think this is about 19.99 for the whole bottle so 20 dollars so each time you screw yourself over is about only two dollars you know that’s quite effective in terms of drinking you know and and putting out yourself under the table that first one was for fomoing out a tesla selling it early
This one is for bitcoin now it’s at 34 000. i sold it at 17.50 or so so what what it’s close to 2x or something i’d say about 80 90 more here is for my stupidity drink i guess now is a good time to just keep on drinking because i’m making a video anyway this is tesla fomoing it wouldn’t be real for mowing if i didn’t drink myself under the table so that’s two
Drinks right there here is a snack i also bought from costco you guys have known that i’ve reviewed a lot of costco stuff lately because i don’t know i feel like it’s important whenever i go to costco i feel like i could buy things because i know they’re not going to rip me off too badly it’s just i have to buy a lot of it in bulk usually it’s a really good deal
Usually not all the time and this is one of them ikaten daiyo tempura squid snack it’s basically a squid snack with tempura wrapped all over it and it’s a little bit salty so it’s great for drinking i’m trying to find how much this thing costs 11.99 for this squid snacks and you get five packs so what two dollars and forty cents each sub pack over here each sub
Pack is one point eight seven ounces uh usually if you go to the japanese market and you buy something like this there are three four dollars or something so you’re getting a reasonable deal here is what one of it looked like it’s a little bit oily because they did fry this but it has like an intense savory taste this is really really good beer food or vodka
Food or tesla fomo food okay to be clear this whole video has been somewhat kind of like a joke um there’s some half truth to it but honestly i am not suicidal honestly i am okay i am a little bit depressed who isn’t right during this lockdown time but i am not suicidal i do feel kind of down though from all the social media pings it’s like every single morning
It’s like whack it’s kind of like whack right in the chest okay every single day someone just kind of runs me over with a bus with their comments um i i don’t know i feel like this is just an occupational hazard of being a youtuber and something i have to get used to so don’t call the police or anything try to save my life number one i know my mentor is watching
This um i’m doing okay and i know my sister is watching this or maybe my sister is going to tell my parents no i’m okay i’m not suicidal or anything um i’m okay in reality i tell myself you know these things sometimes you miss out on it you can’t catch every single wave for me i missed out on this bitcoin wave i didn’t really miss out because you know i saw it
Plummet to 3500 i didn’t buy back in against my own recommendation because before it went to 3500 before when it was at the peak of uh 20 20 000 and it dropped a little bit i’m like yeah i think i’ll think about buying back in at 3500 but i didn’t so if i did i would have made about 8 or 9x or something but i didn’t listen to my own advice but it’s okay you know
Where i invested instead of bitcoin i kind of moved on from bitcoin so people have asked me what are you doing doing with bitcoin or whatever i moved on and i would say the next big thing i was investing in was tesla and i made a whole bunch of money on that i mean how can you be sad about making um sixty thousand dollars i made sixty 000 and people are giving
Me a hard time on this i put 20 000 in and i made 4x well i could have made 12x or something right so it would have been more um you know you could have said the same thing about buying amazon i guess right you could have bought amazon at 100 and now you know 20x time as much as right now you can always you know kick yourself over this stuff you
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TSLA FOMO Depression By BeatTheBush
